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BETTER
LATE THAN NEVER !
I
was born six in April, 1959 at thirty past seven o'clock
of the morning, with more than a month beforehand on
the foreseen schedule. As I was not finished I prolonged
my stay of several weeks fed by drip. The hospital,
I returned to it some months later because of meningitis.
The doctors then warned my parents that they should
expect the worst. And it is true that during the first
three - four years of my life, they were able to ask
some questions. I made everything very late : walking,
language, neatness, sociability, etc...
I
came to the piano completely accidentally, my parents
not being musicians and hardly music lovers. When they
settled down in Rives, small town at 30 km from Grenoble,
a neighbor gave some classes the weekend to round off
his month purposes. Mr. Louis WOUTERS, fair man,
dared to say to my parents at the end of five years
of lessons that he even was not enough qualified any
more to take charge of me. But the virus was there.
Instead of listening to Poppies, I cried by discovering
SCHUMANN, LISZT, CHOPIN, whom I
listened on a tape recorder to band - four listening
hours continuously - hidden under my pillow from the
decreed curfew. And so I decided to be a pianist.
After
two chess for the entrance to the conservatoire, it
was nevertheless necessary to me to make a cross on
this child's dream. One year as wage-earning student
at the school of journalism of Strasbourg was not more
convincing. Not easy to work at night as projectionist
in a cinema of suburb and to be in shape for the classes
in the morning !
Failure
in the exams, one year of military service, and after
the big space... I thus built a project of journey sponsored
by Fuji Film in 1980 : raise the Nile up to its source.
I was not much farther than Khartum in Sudan, because
there, I found the force and the will to repeat me "
I want to be a pianist " as in my child's dreams.
Madam
TACCON, one of the women of my life, admits herself
that she does not still know why she decided to give
me my chance. Please, imagine, she formed André GOROG,
Alexandre THARAUD and many others, and to see
landing at her a big 25-year-old clumsy youth who declares
to her : " I want to be a pianist ". This
magnificent exceptional woman, teacher, pupil of Marguerite
LONG, nevertheless relied on me. After many tears
to forget, and the others else to learn to learn, she
wore me until the price interconservatoire of the city
of Paris. I remove now, having been ashamed there, a
certain pride to have been in 31 years the dean of first
prizes.
After
that, at the same time as a more and more importing
professorial activity, I began giving concerts, composing,
playing the chamber music, realizing this child's famous
dream !
Eric
DANNENMÜLLER
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